Regardless of how retarded we looked, how happy we looked and how funny it may seem, this word probably sums up everything recent- my mood, my actions and how life've been. There're just some days where you suddenly feel like being a bitch, putting the whole world down, turning to a bitch who claim that everyone elses are bitches, hating, annoying and irritating every single soul in sight or vice versa. Pushing all the blame to pms may not be the right thing to do but i'm quite sure its the time of the month, sooooon. I know whats wrong with me, i know the reasons. I just dont know how to put them in words, i mean, tell me about judging. I guess i just felt lost, as usual. I have no clue who gives a damn, i have no idea who will really be there for me, no idea where i stand. Everyone's so darn self-centered, it pisses me off. And by everyone, i'm one of them too.

Today is a great day though, i felt great lazing in bed, reading trashy novels biatch've gotten, catching up with vampire dairies and then giving twilight a go. How i wish everyday is like that. A great day, early morning, preparing to get out and changing my mind on the very last minute, surviving only on a chocolate cake till the noon, cooking up luinner (think lunch and dinner) with biatch. If little things like this can make me happy, why in the world am i upset so easily?